Continuing changes in my business

Well I attended my MK team meeting last night and just listening to my Team Leader's dreams for our team really pushed the fire under me again to jump out with my business again. I have had several personal life issues over the last 20 months in my business. I am trying to get over all personal issues right now. I have to get unpacked, find a full time job and also in there kick my MK business back up in gear so I can succeed with that also. I have a party coming up at the end of the month and this is going to be my new business KICK OFF! I know I can do it because that is the way that I am, but it is just hard because I feel like I have so much on top of me right now. I know that God does not give us more than we can handle, but I just wish he would give me a year with no battles because I have fought all of the battles that I have been given now. I just need a breather.